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senior pictures [27 Aug 2005|11:26pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | black balloon-goo goo dolls ] ( SENIOR PICTURES. tell me which ones you like by commenting with the numbers next to the pictures. ily guys... ) 24 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

[03 May 2005|06:45pm] redoing the friends list so...if your on the list you'll stay on unless you dont update your journal or dont comment on mine. peace nigga's 13 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

[06 Dec 2004|08:02pm] lovin the elle jay? i sure am! leave me a comment.. tell me what you think! 4 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

uh oh... [06 Dec 2004|07:58pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | coheed and cambria <3 ] startin to realize i have feelings for you lets hope i dont fuck this up. you make me happy just knowing i can be myself around you very scary..not used to that. i love how you make me smile..=) hopefully hanging out with him tonight lets not let what anyone else says matter! <3 shauna you're gonna be the one that saves me?

not even a word to desicribe last night.... [05 Dec 2004|05:44pm] [ mood | tired as hell ] [ music | take me out-franz ferdinand ] well shit. have you ever wokin up one morning after a night of partying and realized how much shit was actually pulled the night before? well holy shit this bitch is going under a livejournal cut...( cabins, booze and blow tests...all in a night of fun ) well kiddos its fucking long hope you enjoy! <3 me 5 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

[04 Dec 2004|12:20pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | until the day I die-story of the year ] why do i always think the best of everything? i should no by now that i shouldnt get my hopes up on people becasue its not worth getting hurt over..i hate you so much right now you dont even no. when will i realize that you will never change? i guess i never will and it just sucks to be me because now im the one thats getting hurt. oh well i guess its my fault. i just should have listened to everyone telling me i was better than you and deserved so much better. its no ones fault but my own because im the one that made the decision not to listen to what anyone else said..and this is what i get. i still dont get how you can treat people this way and still have friends. oh wait yes i do..because your fake!! all you do is care about what your friends will think of you and if thats how you wanna go through life well then all i can say is good luck because you'll have one hell of a lonely life. fuck you and all your bullshit. your not even worth it anymore. thanks alot for making me feel like shit. i cant believe i thought you were everything when you were really nothing... So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die. kthnxbye </3 shauna.. 5 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

[04 Dec 2004|11:48am] [ mood | waiting ] [ music | a favor house atlantic ] so im sitting here waiting for lil doode to effin call me back because i have no idea weither or not im going to this effin wedding. fuck it. seriously im pissed because i tried finding out everything yesterday and hmm..does anyone answer their phones? nah because i guess its the effin cool thing to do..fuck it. anyway im bored and decided to post some lyrics..its a pretty good song a favor house atlantic-coheed and cambria ( good eye sniper,here i'll shoot, and you run... ) </3>hopefully</b> you're gonna be the one that saves me?

goodbye to you [03 Dec 2004|08:23pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | jude law and a semester abroad ] yeah so my twin tae-nisha (who i've got mad love for by the way) wanted me to take a couple of pictures of my outfit for the wedding im going to. so yeah here they are lovelys! ( I alone am the one you don't know you need take heed feed your ego Make me blind when your eyes close sink when you get close tie me to the bedpost ) <33 shauna 10 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

hmm... [02 Dec 2004|12:39am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | our lady peace ] yeah so i guess tomorrow im going shopping with marissa and laurie. Marissa has to buy stuff for the boyfriend </3>::rolls eyes::</b>, why do you ask? hmm i skipped yet again to sleep. oh well its not like i missed that much today anyways i mean c`mon..i'd much rather sleep than watch The Great Gatsby. ahh anywho...i cant wait for tomorrow (well actually today) i love shopping ecspecially for something important. its weird though because i wont no anyone there, just jason. believe it or not im actaully blowing off a party to go to the wedding!! is that not crazy? me not partying? i actually really need to change (for a while)...i've got to get a job so i can get my license back and a car..i've got to bring my shitty ass grades up too because i kno they can be a hell of a lot better. this year it seems like i just dont care about anything and i hate saying that but its the truth. theres somethings i just cant help though..i'll never be able to be a genius in math and i hate that! ecspecially sitting in honors hearing all the "smart individuals" talk about how much their 4.O GPA will go down because they didnt get an A+ in Ap Calculas they only got an A. i just wanna be like fuck you all..your so lucky that that stupid shit comes easy to you guys because i sit and work my ass off and try my hardest and still fail. i mean wtf you now have a 3.99999 instead of a effin 4.0 im pretty sure harvard will still take you. But yeah i think i wrote enough for the night..ttyl babydolls </3 shauna 5 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

hope you had the time of your life [30 Nov 2004|11:05pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | green day ] hung out with pat today after school..cleaned his appt. because i hate when its dirty and i dont even live there! then ricco stopped by and gave me and pat something and then left. we chilled for a while then i came home and found out the mother was pretty sick so i felt kind of bad that i was out chillin while she was sick. cleaned the house for her and then made the sis something to eat...decided i wanted to curl my hair so i did...got some pictures of it..hopefully it stays like this for school tomorrow because i really like it alot. ( daddy dear you know your still number one but girls they want to have fun, oh girls just wanna have fun! ) well thats all lovelys, </3 shauna 2 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

my day..nothing to exciting [29 Nov 2004|08:36pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | soco amarreto lime-brand nizzle ] Nothing to exciting happened today. Didnt go to bed until about i dunno 2 in the morning so i didnt get that much sleep but then i woke up and went to school. Got there and had math first hour! yay i love math not! then I went to anatomy..not fun at all! the whole class smelled like vinegar because mr. burrell made everyone soak a turkey bone in vinegar to see something or other? so after chillin in there i went to lunch and sat with marissa and justin..lol we had the best convo lol. Went to yearbook then took hiatts test (def. failed!) then marissa and i decided we wanted to go to the mall..so as were waiting for her friend Jay to get us we talk to pat who is on his way to pick up justin. well about a half hour later pat calls saying he got into an accident? and justin cant go to the mall so its was just gonna be him and bryan meeting us up there..when we got to the mall we started walking around and what not and then Mama lyles went and bought laurie her christmas present...i went into spencers and got my special lotion lol..and then we went to japan cafe..i love their orange chicken!! then i came home..sounds exciting doesnt it? yeah lol not really..hopefully you guys didnt read all that because i basically bullshitted all over this entry. well darlins im out.. ttyl babydolls <3 shauna 2 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

some more pictures of the last couple weeks [28 Nov 2004|05:36pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | goodbye to you-michelle branch ] yeah well i guess i'll post some pictures of the recent weeks...theres alot of me and brooke in there..dont bitch because were camera whores..i really dont wanna hear about it. =) ( welcome to my life ) <3 shauna 4 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

i love thanksgiving!! [28 Nov 2004|05:10pm] man i love thanksgiving..this thanksgiving was the best one i think i've ever had. i dont think anyone can top my thanksgiving..i love my dad he's such a pimp. i love gettin drunk with the family ecspecially my aunt and uncle and cousin... ( turkey day pictures ) yeah thats it though...not that many you're gonna be the one that saves me?

not friends only anymore...oh well [28 Nov 2004|05:02pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | the used =) ] my gosh i havent wrote in here in forever..i've been super busy latley. well i have no idea what to write. so much has happened since i've written the last time. Jenny moved to florida...i miss you jri!! its really weird at kettering becasue im not friends with the same people anymore but yanno fuck it..i guess your "to good" for me. oh well im pretty sure im over it. and shit...things have been really hard lately..im just sick of it all..why does everything turn out like this? i mean if i could just keep my mouth shut and not be such a bitch all the time maybe just maybe i wouldnt fuck things up all the time but no i cant do that can i? haha oh well its done i dont care about it anymore. i got my wish..well sorta. im just scared about whats going to happen now. probably nothing but whatever i think it was worth it. Fuck you if you dont think so...well i think im gonna go. what a lovely update...not. but ohh well ttyl babydolls <3 shauna 2 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

and i kno that your a sucker for anything acoustic [10 Oct 2004|10:38pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | the mix tape-brand new ] well im updating pictures from friday nights game. the hockey game at least...cant talk about the football game...then took some pictures at chanleys.. ( Read more... ) yes...not looking foward to school...fuck school fuck math..i hate it like mad..but i love my icon!! i love brand new!!! ttyl darlins <3 shauna 16 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

friends only now [17 Sep 2004|11:25pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | our lady peace ] 14 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

the good part of friday nite [11 Sep 2004|09:43pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | last train home-lost prophets ] my house before friday nite. the good part of friday nite... ( Read more... ) jenny kris n lauren came over to my house before the game..n jenny beat kris up with my brothers hulk gloves lol..she kicked his ass. but yeah thats about it.. ttyl darlins <3 shauna 4 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

to you... [11 Sep 2004|10:00am] yeah lots of shit went down last night that was my fault. i told you i was sorry and you accepted it. and ill say it again..im sorry. i understood that i ditched you..i understood i was a bad friend. but what i dont understand is how one mistake can lead to us not being friends anymore...i guess im just stupid. i kno i hurt you really bad and last nite i fucked up the two best friendships i had in my life and now i kno i have to deal with it. this is what i meant by i fuck up...dont you see now. two nites ago you told me i wasnt but now you see i am. well i dunno whats going on for homecoming. you dont want me there and the only reason ashley does is because im kyles date. and YES i am going with kyle and NOONE else! i dunno anymore. all i can say is that i am sorry for what i did last nite..i think it was a little extreme to say you never wanna talk to me again or be friends but thats how you feel so i guess im just gonna say..okay becuase no matter what i do im never gonna get to be friends with you guys again. im sorry jenny. shauna 3 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

fuck... [09 Sep 2004|09:09pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | my thoughts ] okay this one is to get my fucking anger out its gonna be behind a cut so if you dont wanna read my bitching then you dont have to. its your choice... **no names are in this entry** ( Read more... ) <3 shauna 3 wonderwalls you're gonna be the one that saves me?

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